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That's exactly it, Anais.

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Look far away,

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and now to me.

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Yes.

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Now up, continue.

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Very beautiful.

7
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We can work with you!
What a great smile.

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Look there.

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It's good.

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And now in the distance, on this side. Yes.

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One more.

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Beautiful.

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Close your mouth. Yes!

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Very good wind through your hair.

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Wonderful.

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Beautiful! beautiful.

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SEXUAL OBSESSIONS OF AN ACTRESS

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But you have friends.

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You have a lot of friends.

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What do you give them to be so helpful?

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What did you give...

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What do you give them to be so helpful?

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What did you give...

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Are your friends so helpful?

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What did you give...

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But...

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You have friends.

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You have a lot of friends.

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What do you give them to be so helpful?

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What do you give them to be so helpful?

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What did you give?

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Support us and become VIP member
to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org

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Now a step there.

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Turn to the audience.
And tell them your text.

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I am exhausted And
dissatisfied with everything.

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I am...

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perfectly in check.

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I'm sad.

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I feel a despair...
I'm sorry, I can barely hear you.

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What is your name?

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Norma D'Autria.
From Autria?

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Can I ask for something?

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What are these gloves for?
I'm cold.

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You are cold?
So pass something.

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Hello.

46
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What is your name?
Aurore Loisel.

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My hips are too strong.

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I hate my genitals.

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At 4:48,

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when despair comes, I hang on,

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at the breath of my lover in the ear.

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Thank you.

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So what?

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How did that happen?

55
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I have never been so shabby.

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You always say that.

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But this time it's true.
It's even worse than that.

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Yesterday at the rehearsal, you were great.

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You say that because you love me.

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Yes I love you.
Thanks treasure.

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Hello? Hello!
Anais?

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Yes it's me.

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What is it?

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It's Maurice, the director of the play...

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I thought, I decided in your favor.

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You are engaged in "4:48 Psychosis".

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Is it a joke?

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Yes, it's a joke.

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Go fuck yourself, bastard!

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If he knows it, their punishment is futile.

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I am not my brother, a born doctor,

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and the knowledge did not
take everything from me.

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In my science, I know how to
distinguish the bad and the correct.

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A hero does not know me,
which should be appreciated.

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Hello.

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What are you doing here?

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Hey.

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Hey.

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Miss.

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May I ask you to leave?

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Do you hear me?

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Someone there?

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We would like to repeat.

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Let's start.

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Come on.
She's crazy.

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Don't worry about understanding them.

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I hope you never understand them,
because I love you so much.

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I love you so much, so much.
I love you so much, so much.

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It's not bad, only fewer pathos.

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Fluidity is important here.

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In this way the text improves.

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I'm sorry for the other day.
I thought it was a joke.

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"Psychosis" is the role of my life.
I would die for it.

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I will do what you want.

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Otherwise I commit suicide.

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Stop! You are even crazier than I thought!

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Are you taking me?
No, I have someone!

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Stop it now.

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Leave me alone.

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Until tomorrow!
No!

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Are you waiting for me?
Not really.

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Can I talk to you briefly?
Yes.

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I must be honest, but...

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I find you great.
You are great.

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You have a brutality in
you, a natural brutality.

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But this natural brutality does not work.

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Therefore, I will take
Anais for the rehearsals.

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What?
But you were satisfied.

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I also found it good.
But you are a wonderful actress.

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But here I need someone
who looks out entirely,

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who engages and shakes.
I can do it too.

112
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Do not worry now.
I'm in a hurry and I have to go.

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I did not want to say that at all.

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It's not that!
You can not do this!

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I do what you want.
Do not be so severe!

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I live my role and suddenly it's wrong?

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Silence!

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Damn it.
Poor guy.

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He is completely beside the plate.

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It's not right there.

121
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It's not your fault.

122
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I can only hear that.
It's not your fault.

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What are you doing here?
What is that?

124
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Are you supposed to be an animal?

125
00:13:47,920 --> 00:13:49,115
What is this?

126
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It's not your fault.
Is it supposed to be a monkey?

127
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It's not your fault.

128
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Please play another animal.

129
00:14:01,000 --> 00:14:03,799
A monkey is already too conventional.

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Yes.

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What is it?

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I know what it is.

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Hey.

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How are you, my boy?
It's a cat.

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She licks herself and makes her cat toilet.

136
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Should I make you a makeup?

137
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What a shame!

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What a shame!

139
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What a shame!
What a shame!

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Get into your damn shame!
I sink into my damn shame!

141
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Why are you looking at
us like that, Pierre?

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Ass lick Lick your ass!

143
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Lick your ass!

144
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Lick your ass!

145
00:16:00,840 --> 00:16:03,480
Lick your ass!
Good idea.

146
00:16:03,680 --> 00:16:06,036
Ass lick!
You are a lick ass!

147
00:16:06,240 --> 00:16:07,959
You must lick our ass.

148
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Lick our asses!

149
00:16:10,600 --> 00:16:12,239
Lick our asses!

150
00:16:13,960 --> 00:16:15,440
Lick our asses!

151
00:16:15,640 --> 00:16:18,280
Lick our asses!
You must lick our asses!

152
00:16:18,840 --> 00:16:22,880
I'm telling you there!
Lick our asses!

153
00:16:23,760 --> 00:16:25,433
Yes, lick our asses!

154
00:16:25,640 --> 00:16:26,756
You too!

155
00:16:28,200 --> 00:16:29,395
Lick us your ass!

156
00:16:29,600 --> 00:16:31,671
Lick our asses!

157
00:16:31,920 --> 00:16:34,435
Lick our asses!

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What is trance?

159
00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:40,356
I'm asking you.
What is it?

160
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One moment, listen to me.

161
00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:45,634
Imagine that...

162
00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:48,196
Imagine a bellows,

163
00:16:48,440 --> 00:16:52,116
one like the one who stirs the fire.

164
00:16:52,360 --> 00:16:56,434
You push here. That happens here.
You understand?

165
00:16:57,320 --> 00:17:00,438
A force, something, coming out of you.

166
00:17:00,640 --> 00:17:01,835
You can feel it here.

167
00:17:03,080 --> 00:17:04,799
Now give yourself pain.

168
00:17:05,600 --> 00:17:08,638
Stop this swaying of
the buttocks, please!

169
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I know you have a nice ass.

170
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Good,

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00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:17,276
I'll be back in five minutes.

172
00:17:26,240 --> 00:17:28,709
Pierre!
Do you have my...

173
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I miss a woman.
Please, leave your buttocks down.

174
00:18:49,520 --> 00:18:52,160
Anais, can I talk to you?

175
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Listen to me.
Look at me.

176
00:18:59,320 --> 00:19:01,960
How is Sarah Kane's theater?

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00:19:02,720 --> 00:19:04,359
He is disproportionate.

178
00:19:05,280 --> 00:19:08,671
A monster must come from you.

179
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It's total nudity.

180
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She is naked, perfectly delivered, offered.

181
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It's not a theater at all.

182
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For her it is the key.
This is how.

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Please play a little.

184
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You're lucky, you're a ram.

185
00:20:02,120 --> 00:20:04,157
You only think of fucking,

186
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to sleep and eat.

187
00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:10,430
How I would like to be in your place.

188
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Do not stop! Following!

189
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You have friends.

190
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Faster. Come on, faster!
You have a lot of friends.

191
00:20:39,600 --> 00:20:43,435
You swallow the text.
We do not understand anything.

192
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Praise the soul of the text.
My God.

193
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Give him a body!

194
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What you give to your friends,

195
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to be so helpful?

196
00:20:56,320 --> 00:20:59,279
What you give yourself,
whether they are...

197
00:21:01,000 --> 00:21:02,957
It was not really beautiful.

198
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I hope you will be better tomorrow.
Goodbye.

199
00:21:53,440 --> 00:21:56,239
I can not anymore.
He makes me crazy.

200
00:22:00,320 --> 00:22:01,595
He's an asshole.

201
00:22:02,760 --> 00:22:04,479
It's just a finished asshole.

202
00:22:05,960 --> 00:22:08,156
This director is a task.

203
00:22:13,200 --> 00:22:14,429
Here.

204
00:22:14,680 --> 00:22:15,796
Come.

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Come on, come on.

206
00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:20,276
Come.

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Fortunately, I have you.

208
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You are my sun.

209
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And you are my moon.

210
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You are my heaven.

211
00:23:02,680 --> 00:23:04,114
You are my tsunami.

212
00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:08,880
You are my typhoon.

213
00:23:10,200 --> 00:23:11,680
You are my avalanche.

214
00:23:16,520 --> 00:23:19,080
You are my Fukushima.

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00:23:20,520 --> 00:23:22,318
You are my Chernobyl.

216
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I do not eat, I do not sleep, I do not
have the desire to make love anymore.

217
00:23:49,800 --> 00:23:53,919
Hit hard! Slightly firmer!
Weight loss: 17kg.

218
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Go.
Stronger, good God!

219
00:23:57,120 --> 00:24:00,431
You must box to get the text out of you.

220
00:24:00,800 --> 00:24:03,918
You must give him strength.
Go!

221
00:24:04,280 --> 00:24:06,511
Like a boxer who fights.

222
00:24:09,240 --> 00:24:12,711
I do not eat, I do not sleep, I do not
have the desire to make love anymore.

223
00:24:12,880 --> 00:24:15,839
Slightly firmer!
Hit! Stronger!

224
00:24:16,200 --> 00:24:19,159
Come on, courage!
My God, hit!

225
00:24:19,360 --> 00:24:21,591
How can you slaughter a text this way!

226
00:24:23,520 --> 00:24:24,476
Ouch!

227
00:24:25,200 --> 00:24:27,431
Damn, you hurt me.

228
00:25:09,840 --> 00:25:11,115
For the entree:

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Assortment of Haribo with
its variegated garnish.

230
00:25:16,200 --> 00:25:18,954
As a main course, I
know you like it,

231
00:25:19,200 --> 00:25:21,840
little colorful Haribo bear.

232
00:25:22,080 --> 00:25:23,196
And as the dessert:

233
00:25:23,400 --> 00:25:28,236
a Breton mixture covered with
a thin layer of chocolate.

234
00:25:30,560 --> 00:25:31,960
What's wrong with you?

235
00:25:35,120 --> 00:25:37,396
Nothing, Pierre.
It will pass.

236
00:25:38,360 --> 00:25:40,238
At three, we start:

237
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A,

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Two,

239
00:25:43,360 --> 00:25:44,396
three.

240
00:25:45,280 --> 00:25:47,795
What a wonderful departure from Pierre!

241
00:25:51,960 --> 00:25:54,316
Anais is still in the starting blocks.

242
00:25:55,520 --> 00:25:57,830
Don't you eat anything?
Yes but...

243
00:26:03,560 --> 00:26:05,074
Why don't you eat anything?

244
00:26:06,280 --> 00:26:07,794
Because I'm not hungry.

245
00:26:23,880 --> 00:26:25,394
No that's not it.

246
00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:29,719
It's not hunger.

247
00:26:30,840 --> 00:26:32,638
You don't love me anymore.

248
00:26:33,560 --> 00:26:35,995
Otherwise you would make me happy to eat.

249
00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:41,679
If I love you. It's because
of that idiot director.

250
00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:46,716
If you loved me, you would eat.
That's enough! Don't start!

251
00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:50,436
Just say it. You do not love me anymore.
Otherwise you would eat!

252
00:26:50,640 --> 00:26:53,155
So, okay., I don't love you anymore.

253
00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:58,075
And you know what?
I never loved you!

254
00:26:58,280 --> 00:26:59,999
Are you happy now?

255
00:27:03,600 --> 00:27:06,160
I am leaving.
I'm leaving if you don't love me.

256
00:27:06,360 --> 00:27:10,798
Okay, I'm running. You are
worse than this director.

257
00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:13,277
And you don't owe me anything.
Exactly.

258
00:27:13,760 --> 00:27:17,037
Stop that!
I am leaving! And I don't come back!

259
00:30:15,440 --> 00:30:19,753
Sarah Kane was born on February 3, 1971

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At Brentwood in Essex County.

261
00:30:24,240 --> 00:30:29,156
After a car accident at the age
of 17, she wore a neck brace.

262
00:30:29,360 --> 00:30:33,593
She is passionate about
Christianity, but rejects it later.

263
00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:37,111
At 21, his first piece "Zerbombt"

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00:30:37,320 --> 00:30:39,880
At the Royal Court Theater in London.

265
00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:42,515
She was a fan of the
Manchester football club.

266
00:30:42,880 --> 00:30:45,395
Sarah Kane?
I'm sorry, I don't know.

267
00:30:45,600 --> 00:30:46,920
You do not know her at all?

268
00:30:47,120 --> 00:30:48,270
No.

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00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:51,190
She is English.
Ah?

270
00:30:51,400 --> 00:30:55,235
She lived in London.
She lived in London?

271
00:30:55,440 --> 00:30:56,840
Yes.
OK.

272
00:30:57,080 --> 00:30:59,800
She was a writer.
You don't know her?

273
00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:02,350
No.
You do not read books?

274
00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:05,030
Sarah Kane?
Sarah Kane, yes.

275
00:31:05,240 --> 00:31:07,038
No.
Sarah Kane.

276
00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:09,994
Do you know Sarah Kane?
No.

277
00:31:10,360 --> 00:31:12,477
Do you know Sarah Kane?
No.

278
00:31:14,440 --> 00:31:16,477
No.
Sarah Kane. No?

279
00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:19,119
No.

280
00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:22,791
You do not know Sarah Kane?
No sorry.

281
00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:27,313
At the University of
Bristol, she studied drama.

282
00:31:27,520 --> 00:31:30,433
She fell deeply in
love with a woman.

283
00:31:30,640 --> 00:31:35,237
Two years after her death
she had mental problems

284
00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:37,909
and he has been prescribed
several antidepressants.

285
00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:02,037
Excuse me, do you have fire?

286
00:32:11,440 --> 00:32:13,352
Do you know Sarah Kane?

287
00:32:13,560 --> 00:32:14,835
Are you french?

288
00:32:16,440 --> 00:32:17,874
Yes I am.

289
00:32:20,440 --> 00:32:22,716
This is the first time in London?
Yes,

290
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:25,395
but that does not answer my question:

291
00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:28,354
Do you know Sarah Kane?

292
00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:31,995
No. Sorry.

293
00:32:32,200 --> 00:32:34,999
What are you doing today?

294
00:32:36,360 --> 00:32:37,999
I have much to do.

295
00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:44,433
So you never knew that Sarah
Kane came here every day,

296
00:32:44,640 --> 00:32:46,233
when she was in London?

297
00:32:46,480 --> 00:32:47,914
To eat.

298
00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:51,640
Wow!

299
00:32:51,840 --> 00:32:54,435
I did not know anything about it.
Yes.

300
00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:58,714
So, my name is Philip.
Nice to meet you.

301
00:32:58,920 --> 00:33:00,240
What is your name?

302
00:33:00,440 --> 00:33:02,591
Anais.
Ah. OK.

303
00:33:04,320 --> 00:33:09,759
I'm delighted to meet you, Anais.

304
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:13,630
So today, I have nothing planned,

305
00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:17,760
maybe we, you and I could, be together?

306
00:33:20,840 --> 00:33:22,718
I really can not.

307
00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:27,957
Do you know

308
00:33:28,160 --> 00:33:30,629
the play "4:48 Psychoses"

309
00:33:31,440 --> 00:33:35,070
written by Sarah Kane?
No? Not at all?

310
00:33:36,120 --> 00:33:37,270
It is...

311
00:33:37,800 --> 00:33:39,712
a masterpiece.

312
00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:42,955
Uh no.
It's a masterpiece.

313
00:33:44,040 --> 00:33:47,238
I'm sorry, I don't know.

314
00:33:47,440 --> 00:33:50,114
So, today you are in London.

315
00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:54,800
I could accompany you
and show you the city.

316
00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:57,151
It would make me very happy.
So yes?

317
00:33:57,360 --> 00:34:00,000
No. I am not alone.

318
00:34:02,200 --> 00:34:04,157
You have a friend?

319
00:34:04,720 --> 00:34:06,791
No, I'm a lesbian.

320
00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:10,391
I'm waiting for my friend.

321
00:34:10,600 --> 00:34:13,638
She will arrive.
Yes of course.

322
00:34:14,320 --> 00:34:17,552
It's a joke, is not it?
You are not lesbian.

323
00:34:22,280 --> 00:34:23,634
Good God, but...

324
00:34:26,720 --> 00:34:28,040
I am sorry.

325
00:34:29,560 --> 00:34:30,676
It does not matter.

326
00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:35,275
Imbecile.

327
00:34:36,920 --> 00:34:41,119
But you have friends!
You have a lot of friends!

328
00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:47,794
What do you give them to be so helpful?

329
00:34:48,000 --> 00:34:48,956
What a shame!

330
00:34:49,840 --> 00:34:52,071
What a shame, what a shame!

331
00:34:54,560 --> 00:34:57,598
Get into your damn shame!

332
00:34:59,400 --> 00:35:01,278
After "4.48"

333
00:35:02,240 --> 00:35:04,550
I should not talk again!

334
00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:08,120
Go fuck yourself!

335
00:35:09,640 --> 00:35:11,359
Go fuck yourself!

336
00:35:11,560 --> 00:35:13,950
Go fuck yourself because
you defy me

337
00:35:14,160 --> 00:35:17,198
and fuck you!

338
00:35:18,560 --> 00:35:21,439
God bless you, Sarah!

339
00:35:28,680 --> 00:35:30,637
After finishing "Psychosis"

340
00:35:30,840 --> 00:35:34,800
She swallows 140 antidepressants
and 50 sleeping pills to sleep.

341
00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:36,229
She survives

342
00:35:36,480 --> 00:35:41,714
because a friend finds it in time.
She is hospitalized

343
00:35:42,960 --> 00:35:48,433
Shortly after, she hangs herself with
the cord in the hospital washroom.

344
00:35:52,120 --> 00:35:55,750
Hail Mary, full of grace,

345
00:35:56,160 --> 00:35:57,435
the Lord is with you

346
00:35:57,640 --> 00:36:00,155
You are blessed among all women

347
00:36:00,360 --> 00:36:04,274
And Jesus is the fruit of your bosom.

348
00:36:05,200 --> 00:36:07,669
Hallowed be thy name

349
00:36:07,880 --> 00:36:12,113
May your kingdom and your will
be done in heaven as on earth

350
00:36:12,320 --> 00:36:15,950
Give us our daily bread today
And forgive us our mistakes,

351
00:36:16,160 --> 00:36:19,073
as we forgive our fellow men,

352
00:36:19,320 --> 00:36:22,757
do not lead us to temptation,
but deliver us from evil.

353
00:36:23,800 --> 00:36:24,916
Amen.

354
00:37:14,520 --> 00:37:19,231
It often happens that I
leave a play prematurely.

355
00:37:19,440 --> 00:37:22,080
> But no matter how I feel,

356
00:37:22,440 --> 00:37:26,036
I have never been before a football match,

357
00:37:26,240 --> 00:37:28,835
Because a miracle can always happen.

358
00:37:29,960 --> 00:37:31,076
Sarah Kane.

359
00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:19,154
Cut my tongue, tear off my hair,

360
00:40:19,360 --> 00:40:22,558
break my loins, but
leave me my love.

361
00:40:22,760 --> 00:40:24,717
I prefer to lose my legs,

362
00:40:24,920 --> 00:40:27,355
get my teeth and eyes torn

363
00:40:27,560 --> 00:40:29,438
than to lose my love.

364
00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:32,951
The murmur, you know, that murmur.
Okay.

365
00:40:35,240 --> 00:40:38,358
He must tremble, he must tremble.
OK.

366
00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:41,640
Cut my tongue, tear off my hair,

367
00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:44,514
break my loins, but
leave me my love.

368
00:40:44,720 --> 00:40:46,757
I prefer to lose my legs,

369
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:50,038
get my teeth and eyes torn

370
00:40:50,240 --> 00:40:54,519
than to lose my love.
Full of repulsion and brutality.

371
00:40:54,760 --> 00:40:56,797
Not hands!
From the beginning?

372
00:40:57,000 --> 00:40:58,957
Yeah, that's it.

373
00:41:00,200 --> 00:41:02,954
Despicable! Brutal! Yes!

374
00:41:03,160 --> 00:41:05,834
Break my loins,
but leave me my love.

375
00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:09,590
I prefer to lose my legs...
What are you doing here?

376
00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:10,916
Stop that.

377
00:41:11,120 --> 00:41:12,998
Why should I?
You can not play.

378
00:41:13,240 --> 00:41:15,391
We work.
What's all this?

379
00:41:15,600 --> 00:41:18,877
Get out.
We work. Thank you.

380
00:41:19,120 --> 00:41:22,033
So, keep going.
It comes out of the belly.

381
00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:24,710
Cut my tongue, tear off my hair,

382
00:41:24,960 --> 00:41:27,600
break my loins, but
leave me my love.

383
00:41:27,800 --> 00:41:29,120
I prefer to lose my legs,

384
00:41:29,320 --> 00:41:31,676
get my teeth and eyes torn

385
00:41:31,920 --> 00:41:33,559
than to lose my love.

386
00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:37,999
You really stammer, you're
just my substitute.

387
00:41:38,200 --> 00:41:39,429
So be angry.

388
00:41:39,680 --> 00:41:41,797
You bother me.
What are you looking for?

389
00:41:42,160 --> 00:41:44,470
You start to piss me off!

390
00:41:45,040 --> 00:41:46,520
Shoot it!

391
00:41:47,520 --> 00:41:49,989
Kiss my ass!
She's not good.

392
00:41:50,200 --> 00:41:52,920
Get out of here, bitch!

393
00:41:54,400 --> 00:41:56,915
Please, stop.

394
00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:02,117
Girls, please!
Stopped! But she is crazy!

395
00:42:03,400 --> 00:42:05,437
Loose my hair!
Please.

396
00:42:05,960 --> 00:42:09,237
Shoot it, good God!
I am leaving!

397
00:42:09,440 --> 00:42:12,080
Do you go crazy, understand?

398
00:42:14,200 --> 00:42:15,680
To Monday, Maurice!

399
00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:18,596
Poor mad!

400
00:42:19,880 --> 00:42:20,996
Come.

401
00:42:22,880 --> 00:42:24,917
What is it?

402
00:42:29,520 --> 00:42:30,920
Go.

403
00:42:31,120 --> 00:42:32,520
Make an effort. Go.

404
00:42:36,960 --> 00:42:38,838
Come, get up.

405
00:42:39,040 --> 00:42:40,190
Go!

406
00:42:42,480 --> 00:42:44,119
You want to play, right?

407
00:42:44,320 --> 00:42:45,436
Very good.

408
00:42:49,720 --> 00:42:51,871
You're putting my nerves to the test.

409
00:43:14,080 --> 00:43:16,834
I missed you.
You too.

410
00:43:21,720 --> 00:43:23,200
What is it?

411
00:43:24,920 --> 00:43:27,196
It is an altar in honor of Sarah Kane.

412
00:43:27,920 --> 00:43:31,197
Is that her in the picture?
She is pretty.

413
00:43:38,040 --> 00:43:39,554
Pierre, I...

414
00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:42,671
I... How could I say that?

415
00:43:46,200 --> 00:43:49,398
In London, I made an important decision.

416
00:43:50,200 --> 00:43:54,035
I would like to be alone for a while.

417
00:43:57,640 --> 00:44:00,109
You do not love me anymore.
I am going to leave.

418
00:44:02,280 --> 00:44:03,953
No that's not it.

419
00:44:05,000 --> 00:44:07,560
I just want to be alone.

420
00:44:09,600 --> 00:44:13,071
I still love you...
but you do not love me anymore.

421
00:44:16,160 --> 00:44:19,392
No, don't get me wrong.
You do not love me anymore.

422
00:44:20,320 --> 00:44:23,040
I am going to leave.
That's enough. Don't do it again.

423
00:44:23,240 --> 00:44:24,913
You never loved me.

424
00:44:25,960 --> 00:44:28,919
Yes, I don't love you anymore
and I have never loved you.

425
00:44:29,120 --> 00:44:31,555
It's okay, now!
You never loved me?

426
00:44:33,480 --> 00:44:34,914
You never loved me?

427
00:44:40,640 --> 00:44:41,756
Go away!

428
00:45:13,880 --> 00:45:16,031
GOODNIGHT GIRLFRIENDS!

429
00:51:05,960 --> 00:51:08,270
Did you ever do it with a woman?

430
00:51:12,800 --> 00:51:13,950
No.

431
00:51:15,040 --> 00:51:16,190
Never.

432
00:51:19,560 --> 00:51:21,711
You are the first.
Really?

433
00:51:24,400 --> 00:51:25,720
And with a man?

434
00:51:27,160 --> 00:51:29,277
It is not impossible.

435
00:51:42,640 --> 00:51:45,599
Where do I start, where do I stop?

436
00:51:45,800 --> 00:51:49,874
But how to start, because
I mean "continue"?

437
00:51:50,120 --> 00:51:53,192
Take this.
Where am I stopping?

438
00:51:53,400 --> 00:51:55,198
Here, drink it.

439
00:51:55,400 --> 00:51:56,800
This will help you,

440
00:51:57,840 --> 00:51:59,797
to do everything as if...

441
00:52:02,160 --> 00:52:04,516
This is not bad, there is progress.

442
00:52:04,760 --> 00:52:06,035
Give me that.

443
00:52:07,120 --> 00:52:08,998
Come on. Not too much.

444
00:52:12,640 --> 00:52:15,200
Where am I starting?
I am afraid now.

445
00:52:16,240 --> 00:52:19,836
I am afraid now.
I...

446
00:52:20,040 --> 00:52:22,236
I see things.

447
00:52:22,440 --> 00:52:25,717
I listen to things.
I do not know who I am.

448
00:52:27,960 --> 00:52:30,839
My tongue hangs, my
thoughts are blocked.

449
00:52:31,240 --> 00:52:34,756
They will kill me, destroy
me, send me to hell.

450
00:52:35,000 --> 00:52:37,196
This is where I find you.

451
00:52:38,560 --> 00:52:42,349
I find the one I left.
Or who left me.

452
00:52:51,120 --> 00:52:53,954
Maurice!
It's me, Aurore! Open!

453
00:52:56,560 --> 00:53:00,076
Maurice! Open!
I know you are here!

454
00:53:03,000 --> 00:53:05,469
Its good. That's enough.
I'm Sarah Kane!

455
00:53:05,680 --> 00:53:07,239
Leave us in peace.

456
00:53:14,080 --> 00:53:16,276
That's my role, God!

457
00:53:21,600 --> 00:53:22,920
To Sarah.

458
00:53:23,720 --> 00:53:25,791
I am Sarah Kane!

459
00:53:43,160 --> 00:53:46,119
It was great today.
I am happy.

460
00:53:49,440 --> 00:53:51,238
Do you want to marry me?

461
00:53:52,280 --> 00:53:53,396
No.

462
00:53:54,080 --> 00:53:56,390
Why not?
You don't love me?

463
00:53:56,600 --> 00:53:59,513
Of course I love you,
but for what to marry?

464
00:53:59,720 --> 00:54:02,189
If we love each other, we get married.
Ah, good?

465
00:54:04,040 --> 00:54:06,032
Don't you really want to marry me?

466
00:54:06,240 --> 00:54:08,755
That's why there is marriage for all.

467
00:54:10,720 --> 00:54:12,598
No, not all over the world.

468
00:54:13,200 --> 00:54:16,113
But I want to make my life with you

469
00:54:16,320 --> 00:54:18,312
and die in your arms.

470
00:54:19,600 --> 00:54:21,034
I love you.

471
00:54:22,000 --> 00:54:23,992
Okay, I'll think about it.

472
00:54:51,760 --> 00:54:55,879
I want to play hide with
you, Give me my clothes,

473
00:54:56,080 --> 00:54:58,470
Tell you that I like your shoes

474
00:54:58,680 --> 00:55:01,639
And I like to sit with you,
when you take your bath

475
00:55:01,840 --> 00:55:05,720
I want to eat with you and
let you eat on my plate,

476
00:55:06,080 --> 00:55:08,959
kiss and kiss your feet,

477
00:55:09,360 --> 00:55:12,432
meet you in a cafe
and tell his day,

478
00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:15,315
to photograph you, while you sleep,

479
00:55:16,760 --> 00:55:20,151
to desire in the morning and fall asleep,

480
00:55:20,360 --> 00:55:23,319
to kiss and caress your skin,

481
00:55:23,520 --> 00:55:25,637
to tell you that I love
your hair and your eyes,

482
00:55:25,880 --> 00:55:29,237
your lips your neck, your
breasts and your buttocks,

483
00:55:29,920 --> 00:55:33,038
I love being on the stairs waiting for you,

484
00:55:33,400 --> 00:55:36,711
caress your chest and cover you at night,

485
00:55:36,920 --> 00:55:41,119
and when I'm cold pulling the blanket,

486
00:55:41,520 --> 00:55:43,239
and I am moved,

487
00:55:44,280 --> 00:55:45,919
<i>when you smile</i>

488
00:55:46,120 --> 00:55:48,271
and I go away when you laugh.

489
00:55:49,080 --> 00:55:51,197
I want to buy you a guinea pig,

490
00:55:51,400 --> 00:55:55,360
which will make me jealous if
you take care of it too much.

491
00:55:55,720 --> 00:55:58,679
<i>I want to hear your no when I
ask if you want to marry me</i>

492
00:55:58,880 --> 00:56:00,792
And always ask,

493
00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:05,592
because I want you forever, Even
if you did not think about it.

494
00:56:06,240 --> 00:56:10,712
I want to wander around the city
and find it empty without you,

495
00:56:11,080 --> 00:56:13,151
to sleep with you at three
o'clock in the morning,

496
00:56:13,360 --> 00:56:16,956
Anyway,

497
00:56:18,560 --> 00:56:20,791
<i>just talk a little bit</i>

498
00:56:21,000 --> 00:56:24,960
on the indomitable, the
immortal, the invisible,

499
00:56:25,160 --> 00:56:27,072
unconditional,

500
00:56:27,880 --> 00:56:31,760
The real, the most emotional,

501
00:56:31,960 --> 00:56:36,273
the most spiritual, the most
devoted, the eternal love

502
00:56:36,480 --> 00:56:38,278
that I feel for you.

503
00:56:47,200 --> 00:56:50,159
100, 80, 84, 81,

504
00:56:50,400 --> 00:56:52,517
72, 69...

505
00:56:54,120 --> 00:56:55,236
8.
8...

506
00:56:57,160 --> 00:56:59,277
44.
44, 42,

507
00:57:00,200 --> 00:57:01,395
38, 28...

508
00:57:01,840 --> 00:57:03,593
37, 38, 28.

509
00:57:03,800 --> 00:57:05,712
37, 38, 28, 12, 21...

510
00:57:05,920 --> 00:57:09,072
No.
37, 38, 28, 21, 12, 7.

511
00:57:09,320 --> 00:57:12,358
37, 38, 28, 12, 21, 7.

512
00:57:12,560 --> 00:57:16,679
Do you really know what Sarah Kane means?

513
00:57:16,880 --> 00:57:19,349
She wants to unite the opposites.

514
00:57:19,560 --> 00:57:22,200
She wants to die
simultaneously wants to live.

515
00:57:22,400 --> 00:57:24,517
Do not be "being or" not being,

516
00:57:24,720 --> 00:57:28,236
but be "to be" and "not to be".
You understand?

517
00:57:29,000 --> 00:57:31,356
So she hangs herself?
Yes.

518
00:57:31,560 --> 00:57:35,270
This is why she continues her inner demons.

519
00:57:36,840 --> 00:57:39,116
These numbers mean for her,

520
00:57:40,160 --> 00:57:42,675
let death come and come to you,

521
00:57:42,880 --> 00:57:45,190
But she can escape...

522
00:57:45,600 --> 00:57:50,470
At each number the fear
of the rope recedes.

523
00:57:50,680 --> 00:57:52,592
This is the power of this text.

524
00:57:52,800 --> 00:57:55,952
Each number alone is very important to her.

525
00:57:56,640 --> 00:57:58,950
Come on, we try.

526
00:58:02,400 --> 00:58:04,915
100, 80...
Yes.

527
00:58:06,200 --> 00:58:07,634
84...
Another.

528
00:58:07,840 --> 00:58:09,035
81,

529
00:58:09,400 --> 00:58:10,880